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When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

haven been blogging at all. not since i had to finish my homework. dun understand why do they even give homework. for wad? to keep us out of boredom. putting off the thing until the last min. but die die must finish today. tomorrow going to malaysia and not coming back until mon. but the next day is the spring cleaning so next week dun even have time for myself.

my maid went back to philippines today, coming back on the 3rd of jan. which means i have to do all the housework. my sis is going back into sngs. hope she can cope with the work. have to give all the books to her now. she has to go for the orientation camp as well but then she will come back on the next day, which is my bdae. so depressed. she will be not around.

celebrated x'mas on the eve and the day it self. didn't get a me to you bear. so sad lor. thinking tat will get it on bdae. received alot of things for christmas, alot of things i dun need at all :

3 shirts ( dun understand wad for)
3 necklaces
2 pendants
4 braclets
4 stuff toys
a wallet
a op pouch
a cd
ten comic books (given by mum)
a paint it urself piggy bank
a woodcraft self construction kit
and four boxes of ferrera rocie???

dun know why give jewellery. i would rather have a ps2 fighting disc.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

too lazy to blog these few days. my aunt bought me a md for christmas. so happi. playing it non stop. at least my sis can't complain that i play clay aiken 24/7 cos she can't hear it. downloaded D.N angel mp3. dunno why nv get sick of the song.

still have some homework haven finish yet. so tired and sian to do it. going to have a christmas party at my house on christmas eve cos my granddad came down from malaysia. i hope he is well. heard that he was not doing so good. praying very hard tat he wun go. bawled my eyes enough when my grandfather (mother's side) passed away a week before the mid reviews. funeral was three days and i cried to death for three days. the third day was the worst. cried all the way from amk to the cremation back to amk again.

very sianz about the party lor. all my father's side one. bout twenty over people but the good thing is got turkey, roast beef, ham and log cake. looking forward to christmas day though, going to my grandmother house. so every year have two parties. going to be damn busy.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world