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When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

when i am totally suppose to study for mid terms, this is what happens. utter distraction in an extremely hilarious form

«nik» says:
eh
omg
[sueN] {190307} leaping on pseudo petals says:
ya
«nik» says:
i realise
i can't write chicken in chinese
[sueN] {190307} leaping on pseudo petals says:
HAHA
ZOMG
ZOMG
laughs

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i am surviving pretty well :DDD

had management science midterms yest and i am pretty satisfied with it. although had one careless which is SUPER dumb. bleh. now trying to study for stats and econs but focusing on stats more for now. hopefully can like do some questions and anything dunno can ask during consultation on fri.

my knees still look damn ugly and i still get weird looks from people on buses. generally they give me the sympathy look followed by the look that says you must be some clumsy elephant. niklas was saying that it looked infected. :((( and i think he is going to ditch me for another statiscally significant partner.

shall study tomorrow morn and waking up early to do so cause 3 plus going for swensen buffet with clay then dinner meeting the backrowers for xiang's farewell :(

huge urge to pon thurs lectures just to study for econs but i not sure if i shld do so. econs is a pain in the ass. haha. quite true. although it is all mcqs, i really wonder how hard it will be. i never really fared well for mcqs. EVER.

i guess guessing is not my thing. and i am dying to go timbre and go out. uni is just constricting. and i am dying to run but not with my knees like tat. running for the bus already killed my knees today.

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i have finally resigned to the fact that i will live my life with scrapes and bruises. i am totally getting used to the way how my knees look now. except when i bathe then it is totally obvious from the stinging pain and from the fact that if i sit too long, i take some time to stand up again cause the pain is pretty much. . . bearable to a certain extent.

yesterday was DA BOMB. despite me banging my leg in my dad's car when alighting at nus biz. tried to do marketing project. went to stats consultation with near to zero questions prepared but it doesn't matter since there is another consultation tomorrow. then did physics project like 1/4 complete

ha. then it was camwhoring with ali, liane, zhihui and wilfred with ali's mac. totally waiting for ali to like upload the pics. dinner was with the sixlets. we are totally a bunch of amusing ppl who are crazily blatant. htht session was fun and liane's comment about breeding dogs with XXXX was just out of this world. needed the break from all the chaos and studying from the week.

nuaing at home now doing management science until i have no idea what time. it is distracting. i won't deny it. but then talking to mei and alot of other people helped alot. and niklas! you still owe me dewdrops.

BAILEY is totally growing now and she has been a good girl to some extent esp today since she didn't go near my leg at all. didn't play with her for like two days cause of my leg. then yest when i not at home, my dad said she ran out of the house like thrice. hais.

mid terms coming up. i can't say that i am totally prepared. shall just do work today and hope for the best.

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sueanne is in pain right now. absolute pain. she could fall while walking home. grazing both her knees badly, her right palm, her right elbow and the top of her left foot. she walked home in this state and her maid was abit stun. yup.

it hurts damn badly right now. like super super badly. so she is wondering why she is so silly.

sigh and she realised that she sucks at bandaging up her wounds. amusingly.

and the lack of sensitivity annoyed her to no end. she guess that she has gotten her answer after all

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sueanne is probably dead tired from doing econs until 2am and having to wake up at 8am to complete the econ assignment as well as to feed bailey.

technically she is in an extremely confused state of mind. the word is numb to be honest and she don't know how to react or how to feel. it is like i just want to sleep off everything.

my workload is increasing like crazy and i still haven done much revision for my mid term tests and my week is taken up by projects most of all. sigh. i really wonder if it was the right decision to choose biz now. technically dying and now rushing off for econs project followed by marketing project.

sorry to most people but i won't be going out until 5th oct due to commitments to mid terms and the need to finish most projects. unless your name starts with D,M,F, J then i try to work things out. and i have this feeling i will be at the airport on next friday at 12 midnight before my econs paper on sat.

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sueanne is being a good girl and staying at home today cause it is the last day of the 7th month and according to her parents, cannot go out. have to slp before 12am. haha.

trying to do stats now. IT IS RECESS WEEK. gosh. but my week is taken up by two project meetings which totally sucks although my group members are like super nice. i love my econs groupmates

work for this week
- management science tut 5 and 6
- stats tut 5
- econs tut 5
- marketing individual assignment
- research for marketing project
- research for physics project
- STUDY MANAGEMENT SCIENCE
- STUDY ECONS
- STUDY STATS

physics test today was like. . . i have no idea. relief that it is over and yet apprehensive about the marks. hopefully can like get 27 and above. praying. but if get wrong then it is 1.25 marks gone. it is sadddd.

can't wait for tomorrow abit. although i will be doing work the entire day with no social life. sad. and die, i think i am putting on weight with all the studying and lack of activity. shall RUN tml.

need to like prioritise things. super big thankyou to jun and clayton for teaching me physics within this three days. haha. i think i drove both of them up the wall.

and i need to go get my calculator from outside. need to pack my bags and find my ladybug toy.

filing notes into nice files make me unbelievably happy for some weird reason.

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ready to just jump jump jump cause physics is driving me up the wall and i am just so annoyed. yes. annoyed with physics.

i am like moody. because i am exhausted and still have to study cause i have this term test on friday which accounts for 30 percent of the marks. sigh.

clubbing this sat. hope it will be fun. and pictures!

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i shld totally be doing marketing now. 2 tutorial assignments which have to go through tomorrow and i am just slacking away. die. and totally involved with playing with bailey.

and physics mid term test is this fri. 30 percent. wtf. seriously need to just chiong it already. i have no time for outings or anything else le. i am going to put my other tutorials on hold first.

yesterday's outing was love love love. FINALLY WENT TO TIMBRE. like gosh. firstly my sis clayton and i went to eat ramen at central then deng joined us. went to timbre and i felt sorry that i didn't reserve and had to like queue and sorry for the other three that had to queue with me. but finally got seats and went in. then jun came and ordered drinks. yay. i forgot wad i drank other than mudslide. but both had baileys. pizza and the seafood platter was good. the music was also good. hearts

today went to deng's house to play. total 4. boon jin deng sis and i. yay. THANKS FOR THE SUSHI. it was fantastic and felt super happy although my sis and i probably wiped out one entire tray. then bridge daidee and MONOPOLY. totally love that game after today since i finally understand what is monopoly about. it is monopolistic. the stakes were like insanely high. like step one property and can cost 9.5k that kind.

had crab for dinner. ate one and now feeling giddy for some reason. shall attempt to go back to do marketing. sigh.
i hope next week is good.

Hey boy I would've thought that,
When you said that you don't want me,
I'd feel ugly as if something was wrong.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

time passes by so quickly that i don't even know what i am doing already. super fast.

wed was 090909 and had econs group meeting with like guoying alicia and chee how. haha. finished econs and had cam whoring session which was super fun. then watched time traveller's wife with my sis and stuff;

then thurs after a super super super long day like insanely long. got home only to find a dog in my carporch to which my dad bought.





a golden retriever puppy which is like 3 going on to 4 months old. lol. super cuteness but i want to kill her already. i chose the name!!! bailey. lol

so technically for the past two days i was like playing with it and just trying to like teach it the paw trick.

went for chongpang nasi lemak with jun and clayton today; technically jun was LATE as usual cause he was printing notes to which i sent him and i could cheerfully murder him. so clay dropped by my house first then took 169 to chong pang. by the time jun arrived it was like. . .8. yay. nasi lemak. then took bus and mrt to woodlands to watch dance flick.

it is crude, it is obscene and extremely funny. was going wtf at like super alot of parts.

then went home and it was totally fml. cause. . . brought bailey behind and put it in the pent. my sis went to put the rug that my dad bought for bailey inside. and less than 5 min, THE DOG SHITTED ON THE RUG. and my dad say that we had to wash the rug cause we brought her in.

end up. i had to wash a shit filled rug behind in the washing area which stank like hell at like 12.30am. i could cheerfully kill bailey like crazy. and she sort of ate my mum's plants and chewed on my dad's slippers to which i had to whack her with them.

hopefully tomorrow will be better and i need to do work like asap. have econs, have stats, have management science have marketing. i am half expecting physics to come out already.

p.s i love you ♥
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econs is driving me crazy. like majorly crazy kind. i don't know how to do the tutorial. i don't even know how to like use the utility function to go do stuff. gosh.

today was an extremely happy day for family outing. went compass point but before that dropped by my grandma's house and gosh. finally my sis and mum sat in my car. haha. but then from grandma house onwards my dad drove. i can't park for nuts. like cmi in parking.

dun ever eat the ban mian in compass point. totally cmi. didn't even bother to eat more than 3 mouth full cause it was really bad. after that walked around compass point. went to metro. LEVIS JEANS. yay. bought 2 and it is super pretty. that brings my total number of levis jeans to 5. have two hang tang and 3 esprit one. and 1 guess one. 2 fox one. ok. too many jeans le.

then went to g2000 get formal clothes. bought 2 shirts and one skirt from there. i hate formal attire. went swensens to eat. yay. cookie summit!!! and fries. love love love. ok. totally getting fat again. this sucks. need to find time to run

then dinner came home and totally nua all the way. lucky did work yest. or else today just chiong le. tml need to physics research and physics tutorial. wed going watch timetraveller's wife with my sis. yay.

tml probably meeting deng since he crashing nus. hall thing. i more or less will reject. i don't see any point le.

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workload:
-statistics tutorial 3
- econs tutorial 3
- physics tutorial 2
- mkting individual assignement
- management science tutorial 4
-hell alot of webcasts

and funny thing is, i am more bothered about something else.

i got accepted into sheares hall in nus and i am like wondering if i shld stay. it has really been like alot of things for me to think about. alot alot. esp if staying in hall. plus point is that it is an experience. meet new ppl. get more involved in uni life. minus point is that away from family, probably cannot go out and meet my other friends as much.

i just accepted hall but as long as i dun check in my 8 sept, there is no worries. i have no idea what shld i do.

yesterday went out with sis. went sakae sushi buffet. ate till i was dying. but i love sesame mochi. then walked around bugis to shop. bugis street is terribly overrated and i don't really think the clothes are THAT NICE. then walked around bugis. went iluma and booked tickets for i love you beth cooper. ate at marblery slab with the 2 dollars off i got. not too bad. went to watch the movie. it is . . . ok. DON'T BOTHER WATCHING IT PLS.

later probably going timbre or somewhere else. not too sure. i am just doing tutorials and tutorials. seriously busy with uni life. sigh. wonder wonder wonder

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my day went like this. . . i feel like writing some story. ha

went to school and did econs assignment. econs nothing much i guess for tutorial. just see groups present and gosh, the first group that presented was super lucky. the econs assignment was easy. then went to arts canteen to eat yong tau foo and drink fruit juice. BANANA AND STRAWBERRY. i love the fruit juice. but i am not going to drink that anymore after guoying said banana equals to 2 bowls of rice. D: was like going oh shit oh shit in my mind

econs lecture was hell. i totally didn't understand. probably i was too full from the TWO BOWLS OF RICE which came from my fruit juice. i think weijie had to explain the econs theory to me thrice and i STILL dun really get it. paiseh. then stats. it was super funny. i love the stats lecturer.

took 165 home with guoying. yay. super chatting session thruout the 40 min bus ride which seemed so short. then went home and went jogging. crap. i am quite out of shape le. like didn't jog for a month? compared to my at least 3 times a week last time.

after dinner, I DROVE to sembawang mrt to collect physics notes from xinglong who was super super nice to meet up with me after his ns. my dad was beside me while i drove and i think he nearly died or something. not my fault. he kept telling me directions last min. but nothing happen and i STILL check blind spots. habit alr.

tomorrow school then shopping with sis then maybe after that is drink. die. it is becoming a habit le. finished my stats tutorial. shall do physics after reading thru notes. i have like a stack of xinglong's notes and uni notes to read for physics. bleh.

econs new tutorial sucks. i need to REREAD the notes. don't get it at all. T.T

shall read integer programming since jun finished the notes before me. stupid guy has all the time in the world to read notes. I CAN'T BELIEVE he finished tutorial before me. crap

weekend plans, meet up probably for timbre or chong pang. and to buy my formal clothes. yes. shopping. money deficit alr. i need to curb spending.

i still have this weird craving for popcorn. why why. i need to run and get my untoned parts toned. quite sad. and i am totally addicted to katy perry's 'wake up in vegas'

i need to talk to someone asap. there is no way i will admit it.

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sueanne is happy cause she met up with her bestie mei!

woke up early and WAS LATE at meeting mei at sembawang. not my fault actually cause i didn't know if she was awake or not. so anyway ended up at jurong point. i am a nice fren for going all the way there because she had lesson at 4.30

went to eat pizzahut. baked rice! ha. the challenge for the week is not pasta and she killed herself cause she had cravings for pasta. the pizzahut there has bad service. really. although i didn't really directly get it but got customers there got pissed off cause they weren't attended to. i love baked rice.

then we went talking around to shop. saw this super nice ring at helen. got flower on it one. so walk and walk. JURONG POINT is not a nice place to shop. i prefer vivo.

ended up going levis signature and bought 3 shirts. haha. happy. and bought one bag from this korean looking shop. i must stop spending money alr. can feel myself going into deficit or worse. this state is bad.

went cip with liane at chen su lan methodist children's home which is near serangoon i think. not that bad. if like it then every wednesday from 7.45 to 9.30 will be there. hopefully i don't face burn out

doing physics tutorial now hence the time of 12.42am now when i am suppose to be asleep. finished management science tutorial. left 2 qn for stats which i will complete tml. i am super worried about mkting individual assignment. need to do my physics project research soon on anti freeze proteins.

sat going chong pang and timbre but that is tentative. realise i have been going out alot hence the lack of money. sigh. how how. need to get a part time job soon.

and and if i start driving, the petrol money will be out of my pocket as well. cause my dad maybe getting a new car so his old one pass to me which i will be sharing with my mum. driving to uni. yay. but no point since my dad is super free to drive me around.

i forsee myself being very busy. or at least trying to be very busy.

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i can feel the work pile just increasing and increasing. and since i came back at 8pm. i haven touched my work yet. all i have done is

1. compile what discussion for physics
2. discuss subject pool

dead. totally dead. i have qn 5 of dsc 2003 to understand. tutorial 3 to finish. complete my stats 3. and WATCH 6 lectures which will be increased to 7 on friday. die. totally screwed. and then econs homework which will come out on friday CONFIRM.

ok. dead. but i shall ignore. shall enjoy my outing with mei tml. haha. then night got cip thing. hopefully it is worth it cause night is normally my mugging time.

i need a breather. and i don't want to think of totally useless things. really an utter disappointment. i don't know what to think alr.

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