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When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

studying my amaths now. tryin to digest sets into my brain. didn't understand sets at all la even though ms faya taught it. most of the time not listening -she cannot teach-. went back to sch for duty, woke up at 630. was cursin away. wanted to sleep. yesterday also went back to sch. twice in this hols i went back and i still swore nv to go back. urgh. . .

was so tired durin my piano lesson, esp the theory part. did loads of theory today, juz wanna get it over and done wif. nearly slept and did one entire bar wrongly. sleepy. . . still haf chinese, geog, ss, chem, physics and maths to do. i am so going to die but nvm, got marti to accompany me. . . haha. . . going to chalet next wed. my seniors organise one. got bbq. . . haha. . .

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i tink one of my new year resolution is to manage my anger. . . hopefully won't be able to show tat i have the words piss off on my face. went wif mi sis shopping and she ends up buyin a bag and two shirts while i juz bought a pair of slippers. needed them after i dreamt tat a ghost wore my blue one.

my sis thinks i am crazy cos i talk to plants and then tell her say tat the plant is angry wif me for forgeting to water it. . . not thinkin straight at that time. i keep on forgeting to water them. . . esp the indoor ones. . . prayin tat they dun die. . . so happie. mi mum on leave until next year. . .my sis gonna have tuition and i wanted but mi mum say i dun need. . . urgh. nvm. if got anything dunno, can ask my sis's tuition teacher. . .

played wif my cousin today. hardly see her and she is about four. hyper little thing. was draggy me around. . . weird cos normally my sis is the kid charmer. . . kids stick to her lyk glue and i juz walk away doing my own stuff. . .took photos. . . she looks lyk me when i was young. juz lyk another cousin of mine look lyk my sis. . . genes are weird.

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living in my own crazy world

i tink i should haf gotten an F for home econs last year. i juz realise tat i suck at cooking. was about three and i was damn hungry. didn't eat lunch yet and was petrified of steppin into the kitchen due to fear of lizards. my horrid sis refused to go down with me. wanted to cook mac and cheese instant one. was suppose to add half a cup of milk, i added a full cup. was suppose to add water then add the ingredients, i added the ingredients then add water. did everything already then i saw the packet. was going oh shits when my sis came down.

she cooked maggie mee and she also sucked at it. her noodles was so soggy. . . both of us inherited my mum's genes. it is so obvious. my dad also cannot cook so when my maid is not around, we shall starve. . .my sis has to wash dishes, i allergic to dish soap or something. skin keeps on peeling. . . haha. . . less chores for me but she gets to wake up at eleven while i wake up at eight to sweep. . . so unfair!

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living in my own crazy world

my piggy bank is draining. . . officially gonna be broke! went out wif mi sis and went to kino. . . mi sis is the only person i noe tat can spend over hundred on books. even i dun spend so much on books. . . crazy. . . nuthin to do and shoppin juz sucks. she brought me to surfbabe then she ended up buying a roxy wallet and slippers and another wallet for me which is mi xmas prezzie. dunno wad to buy for her and alot of ppl. was walking around and nuthin caught my eyes.

martina yeo is officially my saviour. was doing the souvenirs for cca then every one went back except her. was suppose to cook dinner for my sis but when i stepped into the kitchen, there was a bloody lizard. it ran away and then i called my sis to accompany me then ended up finding another lizard. omg. was screamin lyk shit. then martina came and tried to chase it away but then could not then we closed the door. then another lizard was instead the house and she and mi sis tried to chase it away. but then could not find it in the end. . . i ended up not cooking and not eatin as well. =(

one thing i hate about landed properties is that it is so easy accessible for insects and bloody lizards. i and my sis are cursin my maid for going back for hol. my sis curse cos haf to do house chores. i curse because if there is any lizards around, she won't be there to kill them. . .grr. . .

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living in my own crazy world

i hate the bloody cca fair. it is juz driving me nuts la. from this i can tell how bloody responsible someone is la. really hate it. I HATE YOU!

thank god i haf her. i tink i will grow nuts if she is not around la. i am thankin god for her. so far she is the only one that understands how i feel and feels the same. thank god, i have such a good fren. i tink i would not b able to survive the year esp on certain days w/o her. and no. i am not in love love wif her.

doing my geog now. so fair juz copy and paste. if i can, i will juz throw shit at those bloody idiots. if they try to make my life hell, they are so dead.

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living in my own crazy world

ok. since tat stupid daph teh says tat my blog is breeding mosquitos. i shall blog.

did absolutely nutin today. mi sis went bowling wif her frens, leavin me all alone at home. mi maid going back to philippines for hol so i hafta do chores for two weeks until she gets back. the horror. anyway, tml, flo, jess, marti and some of mi juniors comin to my house to do souvenirs. haf absolutely no idea wad to do.

haf to do xmas shopping soon. going to do it this thurs. dunno wad on earth to buy but will try. noe wad is one of mi xmas prezzie already. went shoppin wif mi parents at dfs and bought a ralph lauren baggie. mi dad bought a watch which i tink was damn ex la. was at the gift wrappin counter for over an hour due to the prezzies mi mum wanted to wrap.

have tons of hol hw haven do yet but i swear i will finish by this week! did some here and there but never an entire one complete. . . sighs. left less than three weeks of hol and i wonder how can i survive going back to sch. gonna be loaded by tests and i fear the o levels. dunno why. . .

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world