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When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

i am extremely tired now. . . cannot seem to be able to study physics and i CANNOT afford to fail this time. . . today's minutes was super long. . . about three pages. was typing lyk siao on the com and my hands hurt. . . there is a freakin bruise on my hand becos tat stupid daph teh happen to pinch very hand and it was on a vein somemore. it is now purple in colour. . .

have lyk so many things to do. . . have to reedit the bloody racial harmony video for lyk the THIRD time becos that freak is not satisfied. . . grr. . . next week is my duty week. . . prayin no screw ups or i am so dead. . . don't wanna die so early esp. when i still wanna learn how to play a guitar. shuffy, ber and yinghui got me hooked on to it. the only prob is tat my parents say tat it is very unladylike. . . sobsob. mayb i buy from my own allowance. . . then i wun have enuff money for books!!! oh no. . .

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

i realized that i can't freakin hell study in front of a com. . . too much of a distraction. still haven study finish geo, maths and physics. going to fail lyk shit liao. . . geog now still at rivers la. . . i tink i left my notes in school. god, i am so dumb. was searching for it lyk shit and then cannot find. . . grrr. . . now frantically writing notes finish so that tomorrow will have enuff time for maths. . .

i can't stand sec three life. i mean i LOVE my klas but it is the studies and other things that makes it sucky. . . esp. . . . shall not mention it but i find that it is ridiculously unfair and BIAS. i mean all OUR hard work goes down the drain becos they do not have foresight and now destroying what others have built. it is unfair!!! and now, there is more work for me and less work for. . . becos of having no sense of responsibility. . . i need a gigantic sleeping pill to knock myself out. . . can't stand it anymore. . .

if i can't absorb geog by tonite. . . i tink i will just fail it. . . can't afford to fail maths becos of geog. . . dunno wad to do now. still have to REDO the bloody racial harmony video. . . lyk did it twice and do it again. dunno wad is the freakin problem. . . pissed off now. . .

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

oh shits! tomorrow haf to go back to school already. so sianz la. . . and i haven done my hw! sheez. . . realli dun want to study liao and somemore haf oral on friday! spoiling my week already. i hate oral! yesterday's milk run was generally a waste of my time. i mean u go there lyk three hours ahead of time and waste somemore time by running. and yesterday's run by our school was pathetic. everyone walked. and wad was more embarrassing was tat ppl who ran the 10 km ran all the way to the finish line while our school juz literally WALKED to the finish line. and the t. . . . . .. .rs didn't put in much effort at all. some took SHORTCUTS. and wad was ironic was that they were the ones who organized the thing. such GOOD spirit is indeed lacking. . .

the jubilate was good. LD's performance realli surprised me. SO was nice. . . haha. rach screwed up one part but it was not realli noticable. i knew tat she wun be so perfect!!! either trip and fall, tear her skirt or screw up one part. haha. . . overall it was good.

oh yeah. . . forgotten to add in tat the milk run was also a wastage of MONEY. one freakin can of soft drinks cost $2. half a hotdog $1. one packet of beehoon was a stupid $4. and omg. . . ice-cream which usually price was $1 doubled and the size didn't even become bigger. this is realli cheating students out of their money and the ppl who willing spend the money is juz stupid. . . i mean, u can juz drink water and bring your own bread for free instead of getting cheated of your own money. i mean the ice cream is $2 and it is not even THAT nice when you can get anderson's ice-cream of $3.90 and the cone is delicious. urgh. . . it was juz an unsatisfying experience. . . after the milk run ended, mi and mi sis went out to eat at crystal jade at scotts. was rather weird walking in shorts but who cares! after tat went to taka to buy books. nearly hyperventilate when i walked into kino la. saw this detective conan disc for $38. nearly buy but then didn't bring enuff money. in the end bought my j.d.robb books and from now onwards i am only going to buy books from kino. they lyk haf the whole freakin series! gosh. . . not to mention my julia quinn and julie garwood books. . .sigh. . .

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world