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When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

slept for an hour. woke up, ate dinner. feeling horridly piggish.

was watching atonement on dvd just now. keira knightley is very pretty. but the show is like GAH. ending is really. . . what is the worst possible ending you can ever imagine for a romance show? that is the ending.

currently doing skill A stuff. tomorrow have cca from 4.30 to 7.30 sectionals. my stupid knee is annoying me.

you took my heart away by michael learns to rock just makes me feel all happy. the lyrics are just so. . . warm. it just makes you feel that even if the entire world was dark, there would be some form of light, even if just abit. . .

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

there is always some madness in love yet there is always some reason in madness.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

i only had like 3 hours of sleep. was rather grumpy.

slept at 12 plus last night only to have my sis wake me up at 1.30am cause my dad came home. went downstairs sleepily. haha. my dad bought alot of dvds. like the oc, gossip girls, atonement, 27 dresses and many more. all the lastest movies one. also have bags and i got a louis vuitton wallet! i have no idea if it is genuine onot but looks pretty. super deep red.

i got my snake hp chain. was super sad when my snake dropped but my dad bought another one for me. got bags. i went to write on paper to reserve one in case my sis have designs on one. my sis and i both got a cj7 stuff toy! i don't know what it is but my dad, mum and sis went to watch the movie last time. it has a fluffy head!

slept at 3 cause my sis was talking non stop to me. was cursing like mad when my alarm rang. sleepy. dad fetched me to school so it wasn't so bad except i reached school at 7am sharp. so early! was doing hw and stoning mostly. then joson came to sit with me and i went to write AUDREY :D on his hand. haha. he can' bear to rub it off. then uncle trick came to sit with us. i feel horridly bullied.

chem lecture, sat with mr joson chua! and andrew. super funny one. was writing on joson's paper like mad or trying to. was smsing nicholas during the lecture. really don't know about his advice. it will only work if i make the first move. the thing is that i have my pride, and i know i won't talk unless i am being approached. so. . .i think things will just remain as it is for very long. i don't want it to be like this, but i really don't want to make the first move.

econs lecture. haha. ms heng was going through the lecture notes. most of the things is bed time story. so funny. lucky i did some. wa, mcq only correct 1/2. so sad. then gp, went toilet with yun. came back and saw xiang yi and kelly walking another direction, was thinking if mrs nair didn't go sch. and yes, had two periods free AGAIN. my mondays are always wasted like this.

went canteen with jim. after the saturday funfair incident, i think both of us sort of became closer to each other. super funny one. ate chai fan. then did econs hw. read through the outlines and write down definitions and stuff. uncle trick was having free period. HEEHEE. he sitting with cough cough then minghan very bad. went to sms him that he change taste and like chocolate. super lame.

then the rest gp lesson came. for the first few times, our class split into four different tables. joson and yun came to sit with us. haha. during free period was just chatting. yiwen also came. gosh, she also cried at pokemon! you see! whoever laughed at me before. . . go die.

was walking towards civics venue up the garden stairs there. i have alot of things on my mind these few days so have tendency to not pay attention to when i am walking. end up, i walking behind joson up the stairs and then dunno why suddenly fell. scraped my knee. stupid joson was laughing. at least yun and yiwen was nice to ask me how i was. not very painful just looks. . . bleeding.

put back in class then went toilet to get tissue and wash my knee. not really pain. but very biting. was talking to yiwen during civics and she can be my twin! both of us like anime. both of us cry at pokemon then she was asking me if i can swim and i say no, then she was quite stunned cause she can't swim too. then she cannot cycle nor rollerblade! sama sama! so funny. i am going to ask her tml if she can balance on buses.

on the way to carpark, saw sharon phua. so suay. but just talk about necklace and folded sleeves. nothing much. dad was waiting. and as expected, got scolded when i say i fell. sigh. too bad, i am like my mother. fall very easily one.

went home to change and eat lunch. XD then my dad went to put this medicine for me on my leg and gah. . . pain. went to my dad's aunt's house to visit for a while. my uncle was this and my cousin stelle-anne was there. haha. was watching with her upstairs super stupid shows like 'my little pony' on kids central. and gosh, there was this short show which horses can talk and i swear my iq lowered like mad.

was playing with blossom again. my uncle was saying if she licked my wound, it would heal faster. er, didn't try that.

reached home around 4 plus. bathing was like hell. gah. wound cannot touch water. it hurts like mad. and the worst thing is that, my shower gel was dettol.

getting bored so have some picture:

actually, it looks very minor aside from the bleeding cause it is still bleeding even now. it looks like cuts though.





i would like to take front photos of blossom but she was being unbelievably uncooperative. mix breed.

today was nothing much for me aside from the fact that i fell. i was feeling numb throughout the day. it started from the moment i stepped into school and until i left. i really don't want to continue this anymore. it is pointless. however, no one seems willing to end it.

my loneliness is killing me and
i must confess i still believe
when i'm not with you i lose my mind
give me a sign
hit me baby one more time

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

you took my heart away. . .

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

i am not the fool both of you thought me for.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

currently rotting. sigh. no mood to start on hw and yet it is like 2pm!
shall go and sleep now. piggy piggy XDDD
dad coming back tonight. whee. . .
going online later at 8 plus. haha.
it is an addiction without a cure.

p.s i love you ♥
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i hate waking up. when reality sucks more than your dreams, it is a wonder why i even bother to wake up. i have less than 24 hours then i have to go back to school again. i hate it.

was online till 12 plus yesterday. chatting with flo and nicholas. both of them have conflicting views that it was just driving me crazy. flo said it was good for me. nicholas was just plain worried and said i was behaving irrationally and that i would regret it. of course, i deleted photos from my friendster, deleted comments.

ok. i will listen to him. but if he gives me the wrong advice, i will hammer him. all i can promise him is that i won't ignore but it doesn't mean i will make the first move. i still have my pride. the ball is at their court. whatever they want to do, it is up to them.

stupid nicholas. entire week busy and only free on thurs and fri, the two days which i am not free. i need to talk to him and flo badly. i don't want to do things without thinking. but sometimes, it can't be helped.

i realized what was the cause. never write friends forever. cause this kind of things always never last. it was never forever, it was make do with what you have before it ends.

I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine
Only gonna play the fool one time
Neyo's 'Go on Girl'

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

gah. daph is a donkey! she say meet at 10.10 then she was calling me at 10am to rush me to reach there cause she reached already. lol. super funny.

i can't believe i totally wasted my precious sms on a person that was not even planning to go in the first place. once bitten twice shy. now i know what to do.

although i went back st nicks like two days ago, it was totally different. the atmosphere changed 360 degrees. it was definitely noisier than last time i went. MORE CROWDED. it was early in the morning but the crowd was just scary. we walked in the canteen and gosh, this year was more grand. they had a 7eleven store in the canteen. like wow. all the slurpee machines were all there. all the food was just funny. had like shanghai dumplings. lol.

at one part i was tearing slightly cause they suddenly started singing the i love st nicks song and it was a song that we sang throughout my ten years in st nicks. it was very overwhelming at one point of time.

was walking from the canteen to the specs stand. in nj it was called the grand stand and i totally hate the name. how grand can a stand that leaks like mad be? saw mr david koh there. he is as funny and as opinionated as ever. he concluded i never go back st nicks alot cause i have a boyfriend. and he hate njc to which i agree with him cause now i think the school sucks like hell.

walked to the forum and the basketball courts that side when daph saw this ride






sorry but my camera cannot really capture it spinning at a very high speed and daph was just saying about centripedal force and it really looks very scary. she wanted to sit that ride like mad. gosh.

was hungry so we went to buy munchy donuts. st nicks is really inflation. like one donut is $3 while two donuts are $5. but we couldn't really care since all the foods were around this price. then we went to buy lasagna. then sat down at the forum to eat and just gossip. so funny. daph's reaction is always so exaggerated that it is super funny.

went to play some games and gosh. it was super tyco. there was this game whereby you have to roll four balls down and see if it lands in the hole containing some points. then i roll one. it got stuck at the side. roll another one, it go five points. then roll another one. it got stuck. i was very sian diao and just roll the fourth one and gosh, all three went into different holes and i suddenly got 50 points. according to daph, the people behind we were all wowing. i won a bear! haha. super funny.

we saw alot of our classmates. sharon, cheryl, kahying, bernice, yinghui, devina, caryn, ronda, songping. . . haha. then we bought this st nicks file which was quite pretty. daph bought the st nicks diary and we were looking through it and just laughing. have days like world peace day and non violence day which we have no idea what is the difference. then we went to staff room to just blow aircon. couldn't see any teachers in the staff room. i thought they will all go slack



we were walking up the stairs then we saw qiuyu and devina. and devina was just saying take photo and then we saw ms tan shu wei. HAHA.


this was a teacher that spurred my entire class of secondary 4 grace for geog. it was a torturous 2 years which we were just hammered and drilled in geog information. even on the day of o level, we studied geog until our brains were saturated and couldn't take information anymore. the end result, 95% distinction for pure geog. haha. i still dread whenever she ask who is taking geog in jc.

then daph and i stayed back to talk to ms tan when she asked if we were running the record breaking race. and we said no and she just grab on to daph and dragged her to the tent to sign up to run. gosh. i totally left her behind and gave the excuse that i was looking for meiling. HAHA. met meiling on the stairs and gosh i miss that girl.

then we started walking around while leaving daph to rot at the tent. super funny. we both agreed that we won't get caught by ms tan and then forced to run. in the end, we found mrs seah our sec 2 maths teacher who taught mei, me and daph. lol.


then we decided to be nice and go look for daph. haha. we were shouting at her from the specs stand to the tent where she was and she was giving gestures about us psing her. super funny



then i suggested that we walk back to staff room cause i wanted to see teachers. like no point going st nicks and you don't see teachers. then, when we were walking, we saw ms poore walk pass and we started screaming her name. then she was walking with ms rockey and we just chatted with her and she is so funny. meiling was like saying that her maths after leave st nicks very lousy. then ms poore say hers also and we should all just study together. gosh. she is my favourite teacher. my math teacher for sec 3 to sec 4 and our entire class just adore her. and she is 43 this year but she looks like 30 plus. god.


then we went to find daph who finished her run and was still saying about us psing her. so funny. we were tired so went back to the forum to sit. gosh. st nicks is freaking big. bigger than nj. i shall call my teddy bear tyco. haha.


then jim came! i asked my sis to go bus stop and fetch him cause she was at the canteen which was nearer while i was at the forum which was at the other end of the school. super happy that he came.

then went to walk with him, meiling and daphne. haha. he was hungry so made him buy food. haha. he was just comment that st nicks super big which i agree with him. haha. saw mrs doris tan! my form teacher for sec 4.


inflation! jim ate from the famous orange bowl stall in st nicks. but one bowl costs like 5 dollars when normally it costs only one dollar. sat down to like accompany him to eat. super grateful that he came and that he kept his promise all the way. he had to come from nj. some ppl stay nearer and can't be bothered to even go. i really have no comments about that. jim had to take 74 and go st nicks by himself. he is not a follower which i am very happy for it.

bought ice cream and ate ice cream float. gah. funfairs are all the junk food. haha. jim was impressed by the arcade at the lower concourse. every year that set it up. super lame one. don't know why would they want to play. then went with jim to the carpark to buy drinks. it started raining. haha. had to wait for his drink. jim and i always do silly things together. i have no idea why. the last time was walking at night along spore river. now is just running in the rain.

went to the hall to see things. saw my former principal mrs hwang! then sat outside near the bridge cause was tired. then saw winnie soh! my best fren in pri 3 and 4. super long never see her already!


then we went to the roof top garden to see the view. it is very pretty especially when the sun is setting. i think st nicks have a very pretty view. then saw my cca seniors. when i was sec 1, they were sec 4. very big gap but i am the closest to this batch of seniors compared to the rest. like go steamboat and chalet with them. miss them loads. they are currently studying in ntu and in their 2nd year. wa. . .


then xiang finally came! my 7 term sitting partner for the last two years of my sec life. she went acjc funfair before coming. . . .



then we walked back to basketball courts to play games then we saw the remaining people of sec four grace!


gosh, daph, me and jim lost like total of 15 dollars to games. cannot tyco way through anymore. but it was fun! haha. pigging out session again cause needed to finish our remaining coupons. haha. jim was complaining about the inflation but he had fun! really really happy that he was there.

then someone poked my back and it was martina! gosh. this is the person that i most want to see cause she have been with me through the darkest times of my cca days. my walking home partner cause she lives down the lane from me but i seldom see her or like never see her cause she always go home super late!


then we decided to leave the place and it was like 4.45. spent nearly a day there. haha. before leaving, decided to take a few pics.


then we took 265 to amk central. haha. was chatting with jim all the way. a super sweet and nice guy. haha. then he alighted at amk central while meiling, xiang, daph and i alighted at jubilee. then meiling went home while the rest of us went j8. haha. i bullied them into going j8 cause i wanted to eat swensen!


reached there and decided to walk around before eating. went to the arcade and just stare at the machines. i want the big winnie the pooh. haha. i was zihighing at one of my games. daph say i zihigh very easily. yup yup. i get happy super easily one.


then went to the new food court to see the deco. haha. super lame and nothing to do one. whee. i love hanging out with them. just very relaxing. then we went to swensen. i was holding mr tyco and was being lame. trying to dare daph to tell the waiter that have four people and that mr tyco was one of them. haha.

we ordered food. shared with them us fries. xiang ordered some curry thing. i ordered mac n cheese. daph ordered cheese sticks. then when the food came. god. daph cheese sticks was just, horrible. she was eating them with loads of chilli. super funny. i got sick of my food from the start cause daph was saying something like mucus and i totally lost all my appetite.

haha. we were eating super slowly and just chatting about all the funny secondary school things. then just talking bad about njc. we concluded on the fact that guys like to make use of girls and that they will only treat girls nice only when they want something. i agree.

we were super full and sick of the food. when the ice cream came. we just ate slowly. haha. then my ice cream is anti gravity one.


haha. they wrote on daph's hand for the run. number 1553. then i was just saying like daph is an animal who undergoing animal testing. haha. i think she nearly whack me. gosh. was super full after that and utterly sick of swensen.

walked around and decided to go bishan lib to look see look see. then suddenly, daph was stopped by this guy who asked her to take photo with an orange. god. me and xiang just ran away laughing. the guy said we could also take photos with her but we just declined. she had to do like six poses.


it was super funny. then she had to write a caption for her photos cause it was a photocompetition for sunkist oranges. ahha. she wrote' sunkist makes me sunny' LOL. i was laughing all the way in the lib, in the lift all the way out of the lib. haha.

after that, chat abit then went home. wow. i today lucky. mrt ontime and i didn't have to wait like hell for the bus. whee. i love today. spending time with secondary school frens and with jim just makes me happy.

the people in the school have changed, the design of the school have changed but the memories will never change. really happy to see all the teachers and my classmates which have spent time with me. i won't trade st nicks for nj. really won't trade.

there is really nothing i can say after this. you just made things very clear.

p.s i love you ♥
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i just woke up. currently waiting for time to pass so that i can go st nicks to meet daph. really woke up feeling like crap. thought about alot of things last night. was feeling very fed up and frustrated. i really don't know what to do anymore.

everything is screwing up and i really had an unpleasant surprise. is it so wrong to be angry over it? why does it feel as though it is my fault that i am angry? i don't want apologies if people are only apologizing because it is the right thing to do at that time. how do you judge sincerity? maybe you were sincere but i just wasn't in the mood to listen.

i really need time to get over it. really need time to think things through before i make any decisions.

do i really want to lose a friendship? i don't know if it is worth it. but then again i don't know what you are thinking. maybe things are better this way for us. i don't know. all i know is that i don't want to lose a friend. but if you think the other way then it really can't be helped.

i just don't know how to make the first move that is all. cause right now, i don't know how to forget.

p.s i love you ♥
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what on earth am i still hoping for?
a miracle

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

once tml is over, it will really be the end
too bad no one takes heed my warnings
i am serious this time

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

it is at times like this that you wonder why you have friends for
or is it the environment of st nicks make it feel very protected
friends forever? in nj, such a thing is not even possible

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

feeling totally sleepy. just woke up. slept from 3 to 6pm. quite long but really, i don't feel as though i slept alot.

today school was a drag. i have nothing to say about school. or at least nothing interesting.

it was a nice wake up call.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

going back st nicks is really therapeutic.

went back st nicks with audrey. it was raining like mad and we were soaked through. didn't really care at that point of time. took one bus stop to amk mrt then took 76 there.

walking through the sidegate is both deja vu and scary at the same time. like you have been part of the school for 10 years and yet you are wearing another sch's uniform back. feel quite like an outsider. the security guard was nice. didn't have to sign in and stuff.

i miss the canteen. it is just so big and airy and pretty. audrey and i just raced to the wanton stall and ask for mushroom rice. lucky still have. and then the auntie is super nice and gave us some food for free. they are selling fried chicken during fun fair. wow.

then i bought ice milo from the drink's stall. it is much better than njc's milo. we slowly ate and chat while waiting for sijia. then sijia came, we went to eat orange bowl! the uncle very nice also. he selling orange bowl per packet at 5 dollars at fun fair. like 500% inflation. my bowl only costs 1 dollar. mushroom rice 1 dollar. and it is much nicer than 2 dollars of chai fan.

was taking pics of the food like crazy. super nice the food. i miss the taste and everything of st nicks. it just makes nj dull in comparison. the canteen and hall in nj is just half the size of st nicks. lousy.

after eating, we walked around. went to a classroom where sijia climbed over to take a bag from her fren. i miss climbing over classrooms to get things. audrey was saying that she felt so shuang to be able to talk loudly in st nicks. talking loudly, climbing classrooms, sitting unglamly. all of this can't do in nj.

took pics, went to primary block. audrey and i went to see our pri 1 classroom. super small and cute. went to hall and was made to carry things. but it was fun. seeing the funfair being prepared on its way just makes you want to go back there again. this funfair is going to be a big part of my this year. st nicks is going to be torn down and rebuilt. whatever i had of ten years is going to end this year.

there is a distinct difference between st nicks and njc. the warmth.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

super fking pissed off.

my sister can be so bloody damn unreasonable. and she still dare to sometimes say i am unreasonable. i just want to borrow one of her bags to use to school tomorrow cause my bag got wet in the rain today and she said no. how selfish can she get? at least i bother to ask her. my shirts, my bags, all she just take without asking. then when i ask her why she never ask, her bloody fked up excuse is that cause i very long never use that is why she use.

her stupid bag left there for like five months never use and when i want to borrow, she say she using for school. excuse me, your school don't even start for like two weeks. and don't bloody hell lie that you use it to go out cause you mostly use small bags or MY bags. and you know that you lost the argument. so selfish. it only can work on you. when you borrow people's things, you say cause never use. then people want to borrow things that you NEVER USE, you say that you using.

and then you came up with some crap excuse that i spoiled your bag last time. ok, i admit i spoilt it. then again, you bloody hell spoil my roxy bag from australian and you just now even say doesn't matter cause i never use. WTH. never use then can spoil? at least the bag i spoil can fix the zip. yours is you totally ruin the fabric.

then end up you say i can use the bag but must return when you go to school. oh please, after you pissed me off, you think i will still use your bag? i know you only say can after you consider how many things of mine you are using. too bad. don't fking touch my stuff.

i seriously don't care whatever she writes in her blog. she only do things to her own advantage. seriously. all her stupid excuses only benefit her. and if anyone say that i am in the wrong, i will smack them damn hard. it is not that i am stubborn and i refuse to see from her point of view. i am tired of her borrowing my things without permission and when i ask with permission, she just say no. selfish.

super angry now. and if anyone ditch me on saturday. i am going to end friendship. i really bloody mean it. really can't be bothered with selfish people. if you cannot make time for me, don't expect me to make time for you. it doesn't work one way.

super pissed off. thank god flo and jiin are online.

was just telling flo that all the guys in this world shld just burn to death. then she say cannot cause girls cannot live without them. YEAH RIGHT. i think we live better without them. gah. i know i am going to get comments about this post but bear with me. i am still in a pissed off state of mind.

p.s i love you ♥
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bleh. got caught in the rain. if i can fall any sicker, i think this will be it. sigh.

whee. got my donuts from uncle trick! more like donut holes. super cute and pretty. took pics of them with sara's camera so need to bluetooth from her tomorrow. THANK YOU UNCLE TRICK! XD

went for maths. binomial distribution. kind of getting the hang of it if you don't bring in variance and the expectation in. sigh. but that is the core of the topic so. . . need to just mug. sigh. free period was spent with jim, grace and yi wen. ate cai fan. haha. was kind of like my bfast. was just chatting.

then it was chem. the lesson was rather dry. took the elevator down with sc and yun. lazy. don't even know why i was rushing for. shen chen and yun cheated the queue of chicken cutlet. they saw my kor anthony at like the second person from the front and then just ask him to buy. SIGH. sometimes i don't understand people. they make use of people to cut queue and that person is not even close to them somemore. like you don't talk to that person at all or hardly and when it comes to your own benefit, you suddenly use that person and be nice. because jz was like tat, that is why i hated it.

had econs lecture. harry tiew is a slow talker. slow. and for once, boon jin said i was smart! although, it was said in a sarcastic tone and whenever i asked him a question, he would say that i was smart and that i could guess his answer. T.T

econs was just a drag. was either stoning or chatting with jamie. caal was at lt1. we sat in the second row! saw ms alicia gills! my econs tutor during first three months! she is a super good tutor but she first year in uni already. chua ji fan is funny. like the person was saying that got any qn can ask and he was freaking out with worry that they would turn around and ask him if got qn and he started bursting out laughing cause he said that they were smiling at him. super funny.

after school, saw uncle trick and haoyun. haha. jiayou for cca ba. didn't go cause going to see doctor. coughing for like one week and i didn't even get dry cough back. gah. took bus with boon jin and usarin. usarin is my pillow. comfy. comfy! and gah, stop counting how many times i lose my balance on the bus. the number is ZERO. i didn't fall!

stopped at amk hub. to my horror, it was not open. rather diao. so went to withdraw money at amk hub. saw wee siang and his friends there. this is damn scary. like keep seeing him. gah. bought subway! tuna tuna! tuna and ham is a weird but nice combination. it is good to be eccentric once in a while. don't you think it is boring just to sit back and watch your life go past? i mean you only live each day once and once that day pass, you will never get it back again.

i want fish and co! but sadly, uncle trick say NO cause i am sick. i feel so deprived. will quickly get better and then go next week. haha. i want to sleep soon. and i just realised that book that nicholas asked me to borrow, has snails on the front cover. going to kill him.

don't make someone your priority
when he only makes you an option

p.s i love you ♥
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gah. today is a not so good day. probably cause i forgot to wear my necklace when i left home and i was feeling uneasy throughout the day.

hee. usarin took same bus as me! happy happy. . .

GAH. murder uncle trick. MY DONUT! he forgot to bring. then still ask me not to eat breakfast. sob. but i don't eat breakfast in the morn, only drink something so it doesn't make a diff but STILL. . .

gc was just stoning ba. i need to reconsider what i am taking in the uni. when i say i taking law, people either laugh or either ask if i got straight As for promos. sad case. maths was nothing. maths lecture was just gossip time with swathi and sara. gosh, i didn't know nj ppl so daring one. super daring. and yes, i don't want to see some pairings make out. lol.

pe had letter. kindly asked sara to copy the letter for me. sigh. still coughing. one week already. i feel totally weak. chem lesson was the happiest lesson for me. cause anthony had free period due to lack of pw and he crashed. i miss my kor like crazy. last year had practically the same timetable and every lesson tgt except he took bio and for gp. even pe same! then had alot of free periods last year so always hung out with him. was my closest guy friend in class last year and then. . . this year he not around already and then i am quite lost.

was getting used to it until he crashed today and made me realise again how much i missed him as a timetable mate. unlike the other guys in the class, he at least TALKS and jokes and is very very laid back and super uber not uptight. just have him around is not tense and just very comfortable talking with him one. GAH.

didn't really listen to chem cause was just marking my work. it is easier if you do work before hand. then taught anthony MI and he asked me one trigo basic mastery. so malu. got careless and couldn't solve it. ee. j1 work. gosh. malu. uncle trick was just laughing like mad when i told him. cause it is BMQ qn 1. and it is really very easy.

econs was just go through case study. getting better and better i hope. at least can analysis and evaluate more. need to focus on econs and chemistry more now.

bought a donut during lunch from samuel. couldn't stand it. DONUT! then bridging session again. physics was just marking tutorial and waiting for time to go pass. had experiment. i hate experiment. gah. was talking to boon jin and usarin and then exclaimed loudly 'i have long legs' and then mdm khoo was at our table. so embarrassing!

after physics, went to class to put bag and went canteen. sat with aidan for a while then looked for joson they all. i feel deprived when i am sick. cannot eat heaty food and i ate kfc yest. no wonder i feel like shit today. got new song to play during sectionals but couldn't concentrate. super tired. sigh.

celebrated someone's birthday at the canteen. don't know their names but just went to chou re nao. haha. ice cream cake from island creamery. die. it is like double chocolate? die liao. confirm cough like mad tml.

towards the end of sectionals, had a chatting session with uncle trick and haoyun. was more like a compare o level paper. haha. i salvaged my pride from the trigo with the inequality qn. HEEHEE. both of them don't believe me somemore la. gah. FREE DRINK!

was raining like mad after cca. my shoe was totally soaked. then my mum fetched me from amk bus stop. when driving pass, saw wee siang at a bus stop. tsk tsk.

tired tired.

do you believe in fate? in that case, i think i have zero fate with anyone.

an addiction without a cure

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back from my grandma's house. got a splitting headache.

did nothing much except play o2jam. gosh. then half way walked with my sis to amk central. which is like two bus stops away? damn. cannot get the present in time. quite annoyed. going to burn down that stupid shop.

went to popular to buy a card and my sis went to buy her books. saw wee siang there. GOSH. i wish i didn't see him can. not that i don't like him or anything but i looked damn unglam. like wear black fbts, black shirt, specs, hair look like dunno what crap. gah. . . yes, i am abit meteosexual but who isn't?

chatted abit. super funny stuff. then my sis paid for her things then we walked to amk hub to buy coffee bean. i know i shouldn't be drinking ice blended cause i have a super bad cough. took first sip already coughing like mad.

walked back to my grandma's house and was praying that my cousin didn't thrash my laptop cause i lent it to her when i went out. lucky, nothing happen.

sorry to boon jin and usarin! didn't bring my hp today cause i normally don't bring my hp out during weekends when i with my family one. i know they just want to whack me already. especially usarin who thought i was angry and was daoing her smses and phonecalls. eeks. feel so bad now.

got alot of stuff to do now. headache. today had fun with my cousins. just anyhow grab them and swing them around cause they are super young. like 6,9,10? i feel horridly ancient.

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currently in my grandma's house playing o2jam. yes, i know i should be sleeping cause i was coughing the night away. chatted with kx online just now. gah. got lectured about staying at home to rest. T.T

was teaching my 6 year old cousin to play o2jam. super funny one.

gah. got no hw that i need to do. very sian. gosh. because there is no hw and i feel sian. this is bad. so scary.

COME ONLINE LEH!

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sneezing like mad now. gosh. really should go and slp. finished all my hw. this is scary. haha. but i like it. whee. momentum is getting back.

feel feverish. this is what happens when you get caught in the rain and get blown by aircon. apparently my sweater was not warm enough in the lib. sigh. shall read up on stuff later.

the happy mood continues. tml have to go out for a while. other than that, slping the entire day.

i really have no answer yet.

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today is a happy day XDDD

woke up at 9 plus. was coughing like mad as usual. went to get dressed. wore whatever i wore last sat. was too lazy to actually dig out clothes. ok, next week i will wear nicer ok?! my mum fetched me to bishan lib. was quite early like ten minutes earlier?

rushed up to get a table. got the same table as last week. haha. i hate changing tables. i like places where i am already comfortable with. haha. can just murder that stupid nicholas. like he took so long to come. suppose to go there at 10.30 but then he reached at like 11.45?! like purpose of him peiing me until flo came was totally gone. T.T was kind of pissed off at him and he could tell so he 'rushed' there according to him.

in the mean time, finished electromagnetism tutorial. done for physics. shall start on the assignment when i feel like it. did chem whatever qn i could not do. and then binomial distribution and poisson. i feel productive. haha

then went wif him to eat subway for my lunch. tat pig. he say he let me choose anything and just choose foot long so we share. and i stupidly left my hp behind and while i was queueing, he was just meng msging someone and that someone was dumb enough to reply. wa, i ordered weird combi. like order tuna, add cheese, then add ham. the person was just staring at me. HAHA.

but at least nicholas say it was nice. lol. then flo came and she went to dapao the tori q thing. haha. so we just meng chatting. so fun. super long nv see nicholas alr la. since my birthday i think. but still got chat online so not so bad.

then went back to mug for a while. or rather just chat up on gossip in hc. hc is interesting la. super funny one.

went to meet boon jin and usarin for cip. lol. cip today was quite fun. the girls i thot all quite willing to learn one. whee, saw bichu again. that girl is very funny one. u talk to her at first then she dao, then after a while she will climb on ur lap and sit and then drag you downstairs to pei her to buy stuff.

it was raining like mad and i stupidly left my entire bag at the lib for nicholas to look after. so usarin and teena shared an umbrella. then me and teddy walked in the rain. it was quite bad. i was soaked and my hair was just dripping water. then shen chen and boon jin shared umbrella and were just pawing each other.

the bus aircon super cold. took bus from toa payoh wif boon jin to bishan.

went back to study. lol. nicholas sms me to quickly go back cause got something interesting to tell me. damn funny la. aiya, couldn't really study much cause we were just talking. flo also couldn't really study much and both of us blamed kx. nicholas leong kae xiang!

stayed at the lib until 6.30. went to borrow a year in the merde as kx said it was nice. that guy nearly malued me at the ground floor of the lib. gah. lucky no significant ppl heard him. that guy always like to niao me. gah. just because i took his hp, he anyhow take my hp to meng sms.

flo went back to eat dinner at home so me and kx just walked around. went to top floor cause i wanted a hp strap. mini toons! was just staring the fluffy stuff. haha. then cause lack of cash so kx just paid for me first. haha. i would take it as he bought it for me!

went to best to stare at laptops. whee. walked downstairs to buy tako! cheese and bah kua? ee. but he say nice. haha. went to mos burger to eat. lol. i sat down and be guai while he went to buy the food. he kindly paid for me once again. lol. confirm got motive one. just poured all the fries on the tray and share. funny. just chatting stuff.

went to help my sis buy food then i went home.

today made me realise there are two ppl are a very suitable to be FATHERS!
1. BOON JIN
2. KAE XIANG

first is cause i was drenched from the rain and my shirt was white while my sports bra was orange. so according to him i was giving a free show.T.T to be honest, i doubt anyone actually will STARE, but he just threw his jacket at me and guess what, i was FORCED to zip all the way up and i was BLAMED that it appeared not to wear shorts cause HIS sweater was too LONG. and he was just counting the people who stared at me. imagine this, me in an oversized sweater which was longer than my shorts. ridiculous. and guess what, he told me next time not to wear a white shirt. . . like i knew today was going to rain like that! and not to wear so short shorts. YES DADDY! bleh.

second was nicholas. cause during dinner i was coughing then i was told that i eat too much junk food today and that i didn't drink enough water. and he told me not to go out tomorrow and i should stay at home and rest. . . gah.

i am older than both of them and yet! feel like a small kid again. . . .

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it totally sucks when you cough and then some reddish stuff come out. i don't ever want to think that it is blood. stupid cough. i hate falling sick. it just makes me feel sluggish.

having a headache now. you would have one to if you have been sewing from 10 to 5. and i think i just made my eye sight worser. need to go check it on sunday i hope. i want to change my specs to a BRIGHT PINK ONE. like real. i can never really stomach the colour pink. loads of girls go gaga over that colour but it just reminds me of a bimbo colour. i want a cute and sexy specs!

totally into one republic's stop and stare. haha. aidan knows i love that song XD and i don't CARE even if the lyrics makes no sense.

whee. i totally love seeing flo. gah. if only jiin will go too and it will be perfect. i love my besties. both from which have been with me since pri 5, since psle, heard my whines, problems, embarrassing moments. . . it is nice to have them around me.

a person can totally give me a cheap, fake ring and i don't even care. cause it is because who it is from and not what the present is.

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gah, my cough has gotten worse.

i am cursing myself for ever deciding to cross stitch. super worried that won't finish in time. my fingers dunno kena prick how many times la. then got splinter on one of my fingers and i don't know how to get that stupid thing out.

it is best to act ignorant. cause i wish i really didn't know. things were much better then.

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back! removal of makeup is such a bitch.

went wif my sis to meet my mum at raffles place then we went to this restaurant called moonbar. whee. gosh. the food is super nice. i very seldom will say food is very very nice cause all taste the same to me. clam chowder was passable.the foie gras was FANTASTIC. i think it is the best i have eaten and while i was eating it, i can almost hear animal protesters. . . haha. the beef steak was nice XD i tried one oyster. don't like it. yuck.

after dinner, went to orchard to walk. i haven stepped foot in orchard for about a month! was walking around. looking for shoes. didn't find a thing. i nearly freaked out when i saw my sis had pierce the top part of her left ear. she pierced it for like a week already and i didn't notice. god, in my opinion, i think it is fugly to pierce there. never never never will i pierce there.

mood is currently appeased and happy. coughing like mad though. feels like dry cough. gosh. i think i falling sick. this sucks.

now my current theme is, if there is a problem, solve it. don't leave it hanging there. if it can't be solved then heck it. no use worrying.

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rmb when i said i love surprises. . . i am ready to take my words back.

last night was a surprise. and today, was just a gobsmacking in the face kind of thing. really didn't know how to react, how to handle it. was just OMG all the way.

woke up at like 5.50am! yes, i know it is thurs and my school starts at 8.30am. but was meeting jun at kap mac at 7.10am. phoned him to check if he has woken up and then took a bus. like when i was at m. reservoir, he sms and say that he will be LATE. idiot. always like that one.

so went kap first to sit and do physics. then saw kim yong. haha. he sat with me and we chatted cause he was also waiting for his friend. and yes, i agree that jun was being ungentlemanly to always make a girl wait for him. then kim yong left and jun reached at 7.50! i waited for him like half an hour. this is very expected.

punished him by asking him to do my physics hw. haha. was rushing him all the way. at like 8.20 he was still buying food at kap?! reached sch at like 8.32am. thought that we were late but turns out that there was no assembly. gah.

sigh. econs was really expected. i mean, interpret qn wrongly. but at least ms heng can tell that i made a mistake and didn't scold.

then it was chem lecture. sat with sijia, audrey, nina and mel. all five of us st nicks! super funny. was listening to lecture and chatting at the same time. audrey is blur. she copy wrongly and then sijia copy from her and both of them got wrong. so cute la.

then break. . . gp was ok. nothing much. free period was spent doing my superposition assignment. i did it all by myself! haha. then just filled in some qn. read thru for the physics test.

physics test was ok. but time span was short. must learn how to write fast fast.

went home after that. currently doing some stuff then going out and then later meeting mum for dinner XDDD

sigh. everyone is busy doing their own things. there is no communication. this is sad.

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today nothing much happened. sch wise nothing much. just normal lessons. hmm. had this library quiz which if you answer correctly and you will get free movies tickets. heard it from uncle trick and then from wee siang and his fellow cat high frens on the bus this morn.

i must be the ONLY one that people tell me answers yest, thru sms today, face to face and still get it wrong THREE TIMES. it is really dumb. i think i am just too stubborn to change the answer. it was really. like teddy got it the first time, usarin, boon jin, joson and i think yl got it the 2nd time. then i only got it like the FOURTH TIME.

i was telling myself that by the fourth time if i don't get it, i am just going to throw myself off the building. lucky vania pei me queue today. haha. her third try. then like my entire class list, about 80 percent all got the tickets? sigh, grace was just laughing like mad when i didn't get it for the third time. sad. so dumb. i feel so dumb today. just for a ticket. and i feel happy that i queued cause my sis just used the gv tickets. T.T but still got two cathay one. COUPLE SEATS!

then was during caal when it started to rain like mad. lightning and thunder was really bad. lol. lucky was dismissed then jun came to fetch me from tb31. WHEE. kfc outing. like finally.

took 852 to amk kfc. it was not crowded. maybe due to the rain. haha. the person serving us nearly whack jun. cause like we kept changing here and there the food and then i dare not change mind cause the person look very qian bian so i ask jun to help me ask to change. haha.

then asked him physics qn. that idiot. say coe and dc very very very easy. but lucky have him around. cause i think physics, in my class, very hard to ask people to teach. gah, he really make the thing sound super easy. shall rely on him for the common tests.

was asking him complex numbers and electrochem also. FINALLY, he enlightened me on how to do that stupid qn 2 of electrochem. if i finish that qn, i finish the entire two tutorials of that lecture. HAPPY. stupid jun, statistic lecture notes 2 the teacher haven even started teaching and he FINISHED the tutorial and assignment. this is scary. i think scarier than gabriel.

slacked at kfc from 3 plus to 5. then finally went to search for my cross stitching stuff. super thanks to jun for peiing me cause we took like 1 hour before we could find the shop due to my very very poor memory. i didn't know amk central was super pig.

found the shop. lol. last time i went there was like 7 years ago? can't blame me also. got my materials and jun was super funny. he was saying that the cross stitch was very cute and then when ajc girls look at him, he started saying things like 'who on earth will do such lame stuffs?'

then he treated me to prima deli waffle. XDDD must treasure it cause the times jun treat is the number of times cows jump over the moon which is NEVER. then we walked from amk central to my house which is like two bus stops down. haha. went to the void deck to sit and talk. GOSH, can vomit blood.

teaching a guy how to sew cross stitch is like telling the world not to produce carbon dioxide. really. guys may be good at studies. guys may be good at sports. guys may be good at carrying heavy objects. but guys definitely suck at sewing. really. like can explain a zillion times and they still won't understand. they cannot picture that one box equals to one cross equals to four holes form one box and you have to thread the string through the four holes to form a cross. GAH.

super funny. jun is probably the only guy that i can go out with for hours and not feel bored. he is really not that crazy as alot of people think he is. and someone told him that he should be more sensitive. i nearly died laughing.

lol. went home after that. then he msged me that he walked back to amk central to meet his mum. super free la he. save transport fee. haha.

shall attempt to do physics. dunno if tml morn meeting jun at kap macs for him to teach me physics. depends on his ability to wake up which i highly doubt it. i always have to wait half an hour to an hour for him one.

my immunity is growing. maybe sooner or later, i will just cease to care.

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GAH! BAH! HAH!

nothing much to blog about today. hmm. . . maths test was doable. seriously doable. it is not difficult. but probability of passing is half. haha. needed more time i guess. no pe for the entire week! chem lesson was distracted by deng whom i am going to kick tml. what cold sweat?! no, i wasn't breaking out in cold sweat you ding dong. i just came out of the toilet so of course i went to tie my hair also rite? so naturally water will be on my face rite? idiot.

physics was. me and ailin were trying to count number of seconds that pass by. from 4800 onwards. gah. then went for cca. wasn't doing much. was pretty much walking around. playing with bubbles. haha. my section has this crazy thing about bubbles. crashed harmoc octave section for a while. was super super bored.

walked out and then didn't want to go home. so sat down with daph and watch ailin and uncle trick play basket ball. really very long nv see ppl play. i like stoning. it shall be my new luxury. it is a luxury good. stoned my way from 74 to 166. nearly missed my stop. stoning is nice.

my day so far improved from yest. yest sucked and i was sort of bitch like. just after maths test then i have the urge to do maths. weird. weird.

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Synonyms: annoy, irritate, bother, irk, vex, provoke, aggravate, peeve, rile
These verbs mean to disturb or trouble a person, evoking moderate anger. Annoy refers to mild disturbance caused by an act that tries one's patience

example:
hui zhi was annoyed by. . .
. . . annoyed hui zhi
annoyance filled hui zhi when. . .

bother bother bother. damn it. i hate today. and i hate it when people use the patronising tone on me. it makes me feel like a kid who needs to be comforted. GAH.


stop highlighting the DAMN PARAGRAPH. especially DENG!
and yes, i am annoyed.

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i hate guys. seriously. me liking someone is going to put a stop to my social life. i didn't realise it until now.

evidence 1:
me asking yl if he wanted to go island creamery ONE DAY. his reply 'you are asking the wrong person.'

evidence 2:
me asking nicholas if he wanted to go island creamery with me. his reply 'i not the guy you like leh!'

evidence 3:
me asking jun to pei me one day after school. his reply 'where is the guy whom you like?'

IDIOTS! all three of them. and the best part is that two of them don't even know who it is and they STILL DON'T WANT TO GO OUT. my social life. i am never going to ask them out again. last time still happily say ok and go out one. now. . . RAH.

and i think i am courting death by asking jun if i can pon co on tues. cause j1s not around and sectionals only until 6 and my lesson will end late. idiot. he say he will make sure he marks my attendance. horrible. it sucks when your good friend is the president. really it does. and to those that say i can get away with anything, GO DIE. apparently not.

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gah. stuck at that stupid econs essay for god knows how long. sad. this is stressful. and i am going to fail maths as well as physics. gah. have no idea if i should study in the lib tml. apparently staying at home is doing nothing for my studying. besides eating and stoning, i am doing nothing.

it sucks when you know your junior is probably studying harder than you. >.< and lucky i am not a j1 now. trigo apparently now is a self study module. lol. very manipulative one that topic.

things i have to do
1. finish that stupid essay
2. do data response
3. study for MATHS! (cannot afford to fail)
4. study for PHYSICS! (no point actually, surely fail)

my holiday so far. . . i have no comments.

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'how was your holidays?'
'it is ending'

i don't feel as though i have been through the hols. like mostly go back to school. out of five days go back four times. there wasn't anything that i have done for myself this holiday. i haven even read finish P.S I LOVE YOU.

i want to go to the beach. i just want to play in the sand, sun, water. but everyone is too busy.

was chatting with joson. and looking at his timetable. he got no chinese so all chinese became free periods. quite sucky actually and i doubt he can change his timetable. sad case. gah. i have no one that really same timetable as me. i miss being able to go with someone to classes. i miss my kor anthony. he last year almost same timetable as me. even pe the same. sad.

i really like going out in twos or threes rather than one big group. i don't want to be obliged to talk to some people. and can talk more personal things. i have no either what i am blogging already. shall stop now.

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woke up at 11am. haha. felt like eating vegetarian bee hoon. i have no idea why but i am kind of addicted to that. my mum was suppose to go out and buy but turns out that the neighbour brought food over and it is VEGETARIAN BEE HOON. gosh. they heard my calling or something. my neighbours are always bringing food over. the fried rice which uncle peter cooks is to die for. realli, i am not kidding.

my sis is still sleeping. had a talk with my mum over breakfast. sigh. things are very messy now. really don't want to think about it. but it can't be helped. can someone just offer to listen to me?

was looking at nus webpage last night. and i was seeing all the courses and majors. i can either go faculty of arts and science and do economics or psychology or i can go nus business school and do a double degree of BBA and law. the second one sounds more challenging. this is just getting more and more interesting. FINALLY, i found out what i want to do. even if i change my decision at the end, at least i know what i want.

jiin may be crashing nj to study on thurs. wow. it will be damn sweet if she does. i really won't bother about anything in nj on thurs if she really goes. XDDD i love my besties.


and for once, i thank god that i am not in hc cause they are having blocks starting tml and tml is like econs and gp? tian ah. it is very stressful. flo was studying like mad yest.

there are alot of things i need to do today. shall start doing them soon. really alot. i can't stand it. X(

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i don't know who to believe anymore
so just stop it
i don't want to hear anymore about it
i am sick and tired of everything

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ten things that made me happy this week

1. co camp!
2. lunch at thai express!
3. watching leap years!
4. celebrating usarin's birthday!
5. fish and co!
6. buying converse school!
7. that waiter in cafe cartel
8. watching sky of love
9. mugging with flo
10. seeing you unexpectedly


gah. chatting with daph now. she is making me regret for not going nus open house. gosh. i think she wants to bash me up. cause she ask me what i am interested in and i said sleeping. she is like asking me to go sheares hall.

i really not sure what i would take in the future and i must decide soon. gah. if i told anyone that i am deciding on law, they would laugh. sad isn't it. but i think i will venture into business or psychology or law. no arts. can't make it.

gah. i don't want to think so far. this is bad.

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back from mugging session with flo. sorry flo for having waste so many smses due to my indecisiveness.

mum fetchedme to bishan then waited for the doors to open. saw yeeling there! haha. i keep seeing her. like during econs at ntu and now at bishan lib. took the lift up. whee. had a table. i feel so bad having to chase ppl away cause had to save seats for flo.

yeeling's table was next to mine then sijia came and tong tong. all st nicks one. then i saw sharon and cheryl. wow. st nicks just occupy three tables can?

was doing chem while waiting for flo. that girl took like one hour and a half? when she came, we went to eat lunch. yoshinoya! super long never eat already. was just talking about stuff. i totally love flo for listening to me.

in njc, i have like near to zero ppl which i tell stuff. as in those very personal things. and flo is a very good listener. i mean guys are lousy listeners. really. VERY LOUSY LISTENERS. i have like alot of guys friends but sad to say, like only one or two can really listen, provided that they are even paying attention in the first place.

good things about having st nicks ppl around. number 1, can borrow things easily, borrowed periodic table from tong tong. number 2, more people can help you solve your qn.

was extremely productive for me. i did more hw than i did the entire week. did 3/4 of chem electrolytic and the other tutorial. did maths. finished econs case study. doing essay half way. whee.

was reading manga during breaktime. gosh. the library comics suck. really, their collection is really pathetic. sad.

saw boon jin and ngiam. or more likely they saw me first.

gah. my sis cheated my feelings, she said she was cooking so i rushed home at 6 and turns out that it is my maid who is doing the cooking. diaoz

it sucks when you find out that one of your guy friends turn out to be such a bastard. really. i don't really know the truth but from what i heard and from what he was avoiding. dumb. seriously

gah. there will be a bad guy in every girl's life. really unavoidable. mine came and went. haha. i am really into those boyish boyish looks. damn cute one. really makes me want to smile. gah, damn it, i was spastic in front of flo but nvm, she has seen all my sides already. found my studying partner! next sat also.

And I can't stand you,
Must everything you do make me wanna smile,
Can I not like you for a while.

You know exactly what to do,
So that I can't stay mad at you for too long,
That's wrong.

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scandals can spoil friendship.
alot of things are changing
but right now
i can't really bring myself to care.

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gosh. econs lesson was nothing much. can happily murder usarin. so funny la. she ask me to board 852 cause she say her bus behind and end up, she couldn't even catch 852. and she made me wait at the bus stop with phoon yu. gosh.

after that, took bus to amk hub. was watching sky of love! couple seats again. WHEE. so happy. was hungry so went to fish and co. finally satisfied my fish and co craving. dunno why. always tell myself not to go back there but i always go there. crazy. stubborn. insane.

walked around being silly. was looking at shoes. whee. got someone to help me carry my plastic bags! bought fbts and socks also.

gosh, went into the cinema. got some sec sch students damn noisy. was telling them to shut up la.

the movies was OMG. seriously. damn nice. very touching. and joson was right, the entire cinema was crying. like girls was holding up tissues and there was sniffling all round. Miura Haruma the lead actor is so cute. and my sis just told me that he is the same age as me. wow. he shares the same birthday as jun. T.T

i have never actually liked asians with white hair or very extreme blond but he changed my mind. gosh. was like gushing about the movie. the girl is not very pretty but after a while, you just think she is quite sweet.

everyone shld just watch this movie. really. you will just be amazed at how sweet the guy is. gah. i mean self sacrificing. me and audrey are now chatting online and just swooning. both of us want to lose our hps. really badly.

went with my sis to j8 around 7 plus to search for shoes. bought a converse one XDD. like finally. haha. then we walked around. couldn't find a suitable sports shoe. nearly bought the one at amk hub. nike. the only reason why i would buy it cause it has the word p. . . . . . . . . . . . . . silly.

then went to cafe cartel and ordered milk shakes and some finger food. the waiter there is so cute. god. my sis kept staring until i think it became super obvious. of cause i was staring also then he looked at me. so malu can? but then now, i can hardly rmb his face. good looking guys don't really leave much impression on me. they come and then they go.

tralala. wow. happy today. watched a super nice movie. oh yeah, met bernice huang and her bf at amk hub while buying tickets. i didn't see her. she pounced on me. lol. gah. i feel so misunderstood. haha.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

woke up at ten plus. now trying to do vectors. gah. my hols only left like THREE DAYS? now currently waiting for usarin to reply me if she wants to meet at mac reservoir. econs = death. seriously. i think i will get yelled at for the horrible econs test i did. feeling sad just thinking about it.

i am going to break off all ties with my neighbour. stupid brendan. his house have like FOUR CARS? four and he refuses to fetch me to school. reason being that the only car left was his dad's car in the house and he dare not drive cause it is a mercedes benz. gah. so sad la. have driving lisence also don't want to fetch me around.

i want to quickly get my lisence. QUICKLY. so that i can drive around. but i rather be driven than drive. sad.

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world

me and JI FAN!

super pretty usarin! the five of us!

usarin yun me

blow wind blow!

happy usarin!

pretty!

pretties with balloon

usarin and boon jin!

gosh. po huai xing xiang!

bday gal and i!

MUACKS! I LOVE YOU

usarin and ji fan!

ji fan is lucky!

spastic smiles XD

the four of us!

camwhoring in toilet

blow me a kiss will ya

BALLOONS

i am not pouting!

smilez

have a nice day!

gosh. now is like 1 am? spent over an hour uploading pics. haha. have to go mug soon. gah. mugging mugging. my hols is like almost over and i don't even know? this is extremely fast. . .gah.

the seven deadly sins: lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, pride, envy and wrath.

i wonder how many do i have. . .

p.s i love you ♥
living in my own crazy world