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When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

been too occupied to bloggg. haha.

yesterday

in the morn went with my dad to ntuc to shop then after that took mrt down to lavender to meet USARIN, yiwen and yun. the yys were late so i had uu all the myself. ah. miss that woman so much la. after that, we walked to the army market to makan.

bought muffins recommended by UU. they were good. hee. was sharing four muffins amongst ourselves. i saw ah balling store but didn't try and got quite obsessed with ah ballings. i think the name super cute. the lime juice was super good.

after that yun left then the three of us took mrt down to bugis then decided to go airport cos uu had to return some stuff. so went down to changi. the long ride was nice. got time to sit down and chat. then yiwen and i waited for uu to come back then chatted somemore.

left around 5 plus there so after that uu and i met deng to go his house to play. lol. sat and watch him eat. then went his house to play daidee and cheat. LOL. cheat was super funny. end up deng had like ALL THE CARDS except two cos uu and i each had one. kept laughing then cam whored the ENTIRE DAY.

after that took mrt back with uu. ah. i miss her so much much. more outings when i back from switz. sigh. will miss alot of outings next week since i in switz. T.T


today

somehow today is a sueanne is in pain day.

woke up at like 8 plus am to get ready to go dentist and stuff. called uhc to ask if i can go earlier for appointment checkup. went dentist to clean and check teeth and zomg it was so painful. EVEN NOW IT HURTS. my mouth was like literally numb.

then dad fetch me to nus for checkup. had height weight. zomg i am so happy. then eyecheckup. urine test and xray. something totally mortifying happened and only three ppl knows. esp flo since i was on the phone with her while waiting.

the checkup could have finished earlier but then. SIGH. had doctor consultation test blood pressure, eye responsiveness, body condition then i left to take bus to vivo to meet niklas. he was late. late late.

went candy empire to walk around then after that met him and went to buy tickets. 1.40 show. yay for safra card. then bought popcorn and went in. i hearts popcorn. super long never eat alr. transformers was nice. and YES i like optimus. no idea how to spell his name. and i think megan fox's eyes are nice.

after that walked around. pet safari. ah. the spritz is a ball of fluff. fluff. fluff. i am not longer making sense le. went to thai express to eat dinner. and i still can't take spicy. T.T

then took mrt back with niklas. half way went orchard to meet my aunt to go money exchanger. and got dragged to like do eyebrows. zomg painful. it was painful. i was like pinching myself and still have marks on hard now. ah. but then no pain no gain but it hurts. T.T

walked around tangs and then went home. reached around 9.30pm.

i need to pack for switz. i need to pack for switz. i know i am totally procrastinating. shall write a list tml.

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back on sunny sunny island! i have no idea am i happy or sad to be back cause it is rather a mixed feeling sort of thing.

greater detail update tml after lunch to celebrate my cousin's bday.

it is overseas trips that make you realise who is impt to you. who you will miss the most. who you think of like most of the time. it is scary how a week away can make you find out so many things. and i wonder what the wavering feelings about.

i am dying to bake. dying. my recipe book is with miss ang though cause i stupidly left it at her house when went baking there. MISS ONG. help me take back if have sch.

i love muffins. zomg fantastic.

however nus is making me worried over the lack of reply for advanced placement test, hall apps and lpp. REPLY BEFORE 1 JULY. gosh. i will be gone for like until 13 july after that and if anything comes up. i am literally screwed.

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zomg. what a bitch, seriously. if you are so damn late in packing your luggage, dun go complain say i take up half the space. it is alr enough that i have to share a room with the likes of you.

anyway, shall not bother about such insignificant beings.

about less than 12 hours will be at airport then going shanghai. NOT LOOKING FORWARD. it is smokey. sigh. but at least can see my dad. hope the one week zoom fast then back in spore alr.

going to miss alot alot of ppl. outings when i am back! XD.

back on 27 june. which is a saturday. yay.

need to wake up early tml to do last minute packing and stuff. sigh. super sleepy now though. wonder if i have going to work from 29 -1july. before i go for switz trip. wonders.

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daphne! says:
I WAS LIKE.
daphne! says:
SUEANNE U DUMBASS
daphne! says:
HOW CAN DUN HAVE!
daphne! says:
luckily got try
daphne! says:
hohoho


zomg. i am like super dumb. can like be bimbo of the year le. I DIDN'T KNOW MY LAPTOP HAD MIC. i had the lappy since like sec 4 year end? and only today. on 18 june 2009 did i ever realise that my laptop could like have calls.

wow. AND THE FIRST PERSON I TALKED TO WAS DAPHNE. zomg. super happy hear her voice. yay. she coming back on 10 july. YAY. but i not around. T.T

and got scolded for not knowing my lappy had mic. hee. I MISS YOU DAPHNE. gosh. damn it. WHY CAN'T SHE BE MALE MALE MALE. i tink i will get killed for typing that. yay.

quickly come back you DONKEY!!!

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this is fascinating. and gosh. just 30 minutes can do such wonders for my mood. sigh.

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sueanne is finally happy. yay.

today's baking with miss ang and miss ong was fun. XD met siewmin at like 9.30 at amk macs. haha. was copying recipes from her while she was marking tuition work. then ate macs bfast. correction. she had bfast. i had a drink. then waited until 11.30 for mei to come. but then we went ntuc first.

after that walked to phoon huat to buy baking stuff then we cabbed to siew's house. super big and pretty. haha. i like her big room. thrice the size of mine i think. if only mei would stop drooling. so then we went downstairs to do the cake. i think i nearly got killed for nearly beating the air out of the cake.

but it turned out yummy. made charlottes out of it. then did mocha pinwheels which tasted unique. lol. i have no idea how to describe the taste. and i found out that mixing ribena with sprite gives a fantastic taste. ate spaghetti for lunch and alot of those sweet twisted things. die. carbo overload but fantastically happy.

then cleaned up the mess and was playing with siew's nephew. super cute. eyes big big one. hee. when we go bryan is, he will go good boy. so cute.

after that mei's fren came and we ate charlottes tgt then got a lift to amk where i proceeded to walk home to walk off the carbo. sigh. stupid carbo.

tml is kboxing then fri is sgc. i haven packed for shanghai. dad was like bring shorts and shirts. dun pack excessively cause can buy from there. and i am like. . . OKKKK. packing for switz is going to be a bitch.

driving in the morn. yay. last lesson until i have no idea when. back from switz? which is like on 13 july morning. i am going to miss alot of very impt ppl. and i am sort of going to miss work cause of my colleagues who have been fantastic. XD

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zomg. what an effing slut. seriously.
if you only know how to stay in the room and use the com and phone and NOT AWARE of things going on downstairs. i think you better keep your mouth shut. seriously just fucking keep it shut.

i don't need a brainless person with a lousy gpa, horrible personality and totally lazy to be telling me that I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. ya. like you did alot. totally.

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yay. today was like pamper myself day.

woke up then ate fruits and was like stoning around while waiting for mum to wake up. then she woke up and decided that she wanted to go colour and highlight her hair. so i followed her and i did hair treatment. three hours in saloon. cut my hair too. my fringe is now shorter shorter shorter.

sigh. if only washing hair was free then i would ask someone to help me wash everyday cause blow drying it is such a hassle. then went to make dental appointment. then ate jap food. didn't really eat much. ntuc to walk. then came home.

feeling quite sian now. like rolls around. T.T why on earth . . .

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had dinner with boon jin deng and yiwenwen just now XD

paiseh. i was the lastest at reaching. haha. but can't be helped. circle line may make things go faster but then to change like 3 trains is no joke. change and change and change. went to eat zi char. yay. throws rice to boon jin. it is like the FIRST TIME in like a month since i ate rice for dinner.

then went to buy snacks then went deng's house to bridge, uno, daidee and cheat. lol. alot alot of snacks. happy. then camwhored. photos still in my cam and i shall upload soon. XDDD

gonna miss all this kinds of outings when uni starts. sigh. going to be busy busy busy.

and yes, i love daphne teh who totally like made my annoyance go away. going to miss her when she goes ntu. T.T i wan my daphne.

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ah. i dun want to procrastinate but then i have no inspiration at all to write that essay for lpp. totally no inspiration at all and i need to like squeeze words out. squeezing blood out. gosh.

and i seldom ask ppl to like proof read my essays cause number 1, it is extremely troublesome and number 2, i don't like to ask. hence it is a must that the essay must be good. sigh. and no, not going to ask anyone to proof read.

sigh. now waiting for the sun to like disappear then i go run. extremely frustrating. i need to get the essay done asap. bleh

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today was such a perfect day.

went in the morn with my two aunts to toa payoh to settle switzerland thing and hopefully the tour can confirm or else no switz but japan which is kind of like a let down.

lunch yong tau foo at braddell which is nice plus duck. yay. then went to orchard to walk duty free and then went taka.

copenhagen teahouse. zomg. fantastic. scones, open face sandwiches, blueberry cheesecake, green tea tiramisu, cookies and hot chocolate. literally was super happy thruout the entire thing. was like some high tea set for the scones cakes and sandwiches. 6 cookies for like 6.90 plus plus plus. hot chocolate for 6 plus plus. but i was like super happy despite the price. fantastic.

then went to seng kang to walk. literally travelled alot on mrt today. and the bread from sun moulin rocks too. crap. my diet. but i eat like 6 servings of fruits. bfast was grapes, pineapples and strawberries. dinner was oranges, grapes and strawberries. hearts.

high tea shld be the MAIN meal in everyone's life. and the rosehip apple jam is to die for.

and another reason why i went out was that of all days, i just didn't want to mope around today.

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bleh. i still feel bloated from like yesterday's steamboat. ah.

mini sec 4 grace class outing. haha. had like 8 people out of the 38. but not bad alr considering some were overseas and some were sort of 'last min' cancellations. haha. but never mind. those that were there had fun! gosh. ate alot. ok. i purposely ate alot of veggie. i felt like some bunny. steamboat at taka coca. not bad.

yay. next class outing shld be sometime in july. hope more people can make it and DAPHNE TEH. gosh. like ENTIRE BACKROWERS WERE THERE EXCEPT YOU. u idiot!!!





super great to meet up with all of them and guess what. out of the 8, 2 going overseas, 5 going ntu and ONE IS GOING NUS. can you guess who? T.T

still have somemore pics of the outing but i haven uploaded to my com yet. yay. sec 4 grace rocks. the ONE AND ONLY pure geog class and like 95 percent A!

today i was like munching on fruits. watermelon. strawberries, pineapples. haha. but i am in love with my butter cookies. die. my weight loss will be my weight gain esp with the weekend bingeing. crap

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today was suppose to have clique outing but postponed it since lacking in numbers. haha. but changed to like 15 june. which i have no idea when is 15 june. joson and yiwen alr said ok. yay. XD

ended up going out with mum and sis to centre point. left house around like 2.30pm then cabbed down. ended up eating at jap place. ichiban dunno wad. not bad. i felt like a pig. seriously overate and felt like throwing up after that. T.T

went robinson and YAY. shoes. gosh. i was like just looking at them and sale. gosh. bought like 3 pairs of shoes. my sis bought one. after that walked around centrepoint. nothing much. spent like one hour over at the shoe section and the queue was like super long.

then went bra shopping. super happy. this is such a redundant paragraph but i dun care.

went mango for clothes. bought this top then my sis bought some clothes to. then my mum went tianpo to fix her ring and she nearly bought this ring which i thot was super loud. ah.

after that took mrt down to j8 to swensen. reach around 8.30 pm. had to queue. ate fries and ice cream. THERE GOES MY DIET. oh crap. going to wake up like 7 plus in the morn to jog. i feel so so fat and bloated now.

went to walk at the shoe section again. then my sis bought three pairs of shoes. my mum bought 2 and i bought one. total damage of shoes is like 10. clothing is like 6. other things also. i feel so bad for spending alot of money. i shall like scrimp for the next two weeks. and be on fruit diet. cabbed back from j8.

YES. I NEED TO GO LIKE EXERCISE. i feel so horridly horridly sinful.

p.s you are one effing liar.

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another reason to be emo about going nus. flo will be in fos. i will b in biz school. oh crap.

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i am just laughing at like my stupidity yest and like lousy wavering hearts. and yes. i got scolded by 3 hc ppl. which is immensely saddening.

had driving today in the morn. trying to get my instructor to like change my driving date to july. july. happy. if i can pass like first time i will just jump for joy cause i hate tests alot.

shall just NUA at home today. was suppose to go out shopping with mei but then my mum working from home today so i just changed the day to tomorrow. yay. SHOPPING. ok. this is like obsessed.

bought a throwover some a blog shop. happy. i hope it will be pretty and nice cause first time blogshopping and if it turns out horrible i will just stay away from online shopping forever.

shall go run ltr. nothing much to do today. OH. diary of mr darcy is good. i borrowed it from the lib. shall just read books until i am happy. yay.

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PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME I MADE THE CORRECT CHOICE. left one hour before like everything is settled.

[sueN] {190307} my sun may never rise the way it did with you says:
u shld know that i won't change my choice rite?
Keep faith :] says:
ya
Keep faith :] says:
if you change your choice i'll DESPISE YOU


apparently. there is no room for discussion to change choices.

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i never knew a day without work could be so boring. like please strangle me to death boring. and i am going to end up one of those losers who everyday appear online because don't have nice activities in their lives.

woke up at 6am this morning. this is even ten minutes earlier than when i go to work. could not get back to sleep and i had cramps. crampish. so went to parent's room and read a book there. then mum woke up and got esme to buy vegetarian beehoon for my breakfast. which i ate at 8am. the earliest breakfast i have ever eaten.

then continued reading book. went online. read manga. do other things. and by 12 noon. i was just bored to death. thus impromptu decision to go walking around amk and bishan. walked from home to amk hub then to amk mrt to which i took mrt down to bishan.

walked around the entire j8. twice. then went down to buy soya bean milk and walked supermarket. lol. was msging flo throughout and yes, i did went to compare nutrition data.

then went to bishan lib to borrow books. yay. 6 books to read. i shall keep myself occupied. yet again i cannot sit down for long. i will just grow mad. so anyway. stayed there till around 1.55 then insane urge to walk home.

which i did. from j8 all the way home. and i didn't take the shorter route. walked past cat high because nearby there is like those convenient stores which i always wanted to take a look. nothing much. so walked home all the way. walked past bishan part.

towards the end. nearly died. took one hour and further more, the sun wanted to kill me. it was burning hot. ah.

now i wonder if i shld go jog since i walked for like 3 over hours today. hm. wonder. wonder. and i feel like sleeping alr. bleh.

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