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When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

the day was borin? nuthin much to say about today la. . . except tat xiao hui hui (yihui) and elizybethy (elizabeth) came back for their o level results. haha. missed both of them since they left the cca liao. lol. yihui said tat she wanted to vomit blood when she saw us settin up the equipment. lol. then why do u think i ask her to fail her Os? anyway, doing maths now. shall follow kari from now onwards and b a good student. . . lol. . .


i love you baby.

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omg. . . less than two weeks and my pic of my blog is gone! -wails- now i haf to replace it or do my blog all over again! sobsob. i hate it when it happens. now i muz wait until the pic appears by itself or do again. went to hanabi to eat after my sis's undyin request again and again. sigh. jap food again. nuthin much la. then went to j8 and fruit basket 16 is out! so nice la. was droolin over kyo again. mi dad was lyk complainin about the jap rice tat we keep on buyin which cost lyk $16 for 2kg? then mi mum was lyk askin him in a sarcastic way tat he could not afford $8 per month ah? mi mum rox! mi dad rox pretty much la cos he always give in. heehee.


went to my grandma's house to celebrate mi cuz's bdae. not close to her cos she is lyk 3 years old! and i am lyk wad, 12 years older than her? wad is there to tok about? was kind of lyk teachin my two younger cuz chinese and it was stupid easy. wad to expect when one is pri 4 and one is pri 3? oh man. my idiotic cuz is super irritating!!! dunno wad is his prob la. he is weird!!! then he was showin me all the card tricks which was kind of freakin and dunno wad floatin off the floor which was bull shit. the one tat freaked me out the most was the fate card trick which was not the trick tat was freaky but the question tat was freaky. dunno wad haf fate wif him or wad shit. -shivers- and he is lyk 2yrs older and i hate him lyk shit!


dunno why shuming has a cuz tat she TOTALLY adores when i haf one tat i TOTALLY hates!

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woke up very early today! at eight cos mi parents and mi sis were so noisy gettin ready. . . was very grouchy. . .


i love kiddo aka tan shuming loads! even if she is in love with the egg who has a wife or even if she has horrible taste, i will still love her forever!

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the investiture rocks! whoeva tat thinks it suck can jolly well go and die cos we put in all our time and effort to practice the item. had about lyk five rehearsals and all my recesses juz for this investiture! it was very fun! although was hot lyk shit in the invest u. was sweatin lyk shit in the beginning cos had to find the screen and ran all over the school. the speeches were boring la but the items put up were fun! jz and emi say tat i keep on luffin. . . haha. cannot b serious. was super fun la. then went for refreshments. tried delayin going back to klas but in the end cannot. sigh. slept durin wang jian's lesson cos i was so tired. lol. and my feet were achin. was too lazy to change into my sch u so i went home lyk tat. lol. thanks jz for lendin me the 55 cents becos my wallet was in my pinaform which was in a plastic bag which was in my school bag. hope tat this is the last time i wear the invest u for the whole year cos it is very hot!


When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shor
eHold me close, sway me more


Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

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i juz drank the gassiest sprite in all my life!!! now i am full of air. physics suck! i juz passed the test. literally juz pass so it is damn bad. hope it doesn't pull down my ppr. . . haf history test tomorrow! haven study yet. prayin tat it is structured essay and not source base cos i suck at source bases. kari got stung by a bee. tat stupid bee. i swear tat there is a bee's nest near our school la. anyway plucked the sting out liao, so dun realli need to worri except tat may b toxins in her blood.


court shoes suck! my leg hurt lyk shit yesterday from the rehearsal la. we were all lyk hobbin in pain. the rehearsal lasted until 7 so i was super tired but still haf to go to my aunt's house for dinner. tomorrow there is another rehearsal but then i dunno whether i should go. very late. starts at 6.30p.m la! sigh. . .

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my stress level is until the limit for today! i can't stand it! i am doing maths lyk siao now and regretin tat i slacked the whole weekend.


I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and
I walk alone


I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk a...


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone


I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone


Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk a...


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk a...


I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

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i need a HUGE break. was tryin to slack this entire weekend but unfortunately, was feelin guilty lyk shit. the investiture took lyk almost all my recess as well as after school! includin my saturday! i will b damn glad when it is over. no wonder i keep on eatin chocolates! lolz. i need something sweet now. i haf been puttin off the chinese compo for lyk a week and i still haf no inspiration to do it!

i haf a maths and history test next week. and somehow, not in a mood to study at all. next week is week 8 already and two more weeks till hols. is time movin faster or slower? my body is achin from dancin and playin badminton. was at my grandma's house watchin mulan 2. was reali weird! as in, the fact tat there was a mulan 2! i dunno wad should i do now. i tink i shall do my compo tomorrow in school. . . so not in the mood to do it now. was watchin anime the whole day.
and now i am readin fanfics. my life revolves around anime. . . wad a borin life.

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why is every one makin it so difficult?
i dun understand you at all. . . am i juz ur toy? i wish to hate u and everything u do but i love u too damn much! am i juz there to keep u accompany and then u juz throw me aside when u see another? everytime i cannot find u and when u need me then u turn up. is this some kind of joke? seriously i am gettin so bloody tired of ur games. i try to leave u alone but i can't. i gave up everything for u and now i am regretin it all. is it so hard for u to confide in me? i gave up my social life. my life since i met u has been lyk hell. i forgave everything u did wrong. u are lyk a child, there is no way to please u, yet everything u do catches my eye. time and time again u left me behind. i dunno why am i still wif u.

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i am so going to fail my chinese! -wails- god, this muz b the most unprepared paper i have ever taken la. been so busy these days tat i juz browse thru it la. oh man. pray tat get at least 70 and above or i can say bye bye to my overall grade! i tink i am going to fail chem la! dun get it and sharon and chloe keep on makin me confuse over covalent and ionic bonding! maths was learnin logarithms and it looks ugly! lol. today was split assembly and sec threes were at the mpr! was about total defence day and there was a q and a session! oh man, our klas won four potato chips and a kit kat! was celebratin in klas. so enthu!

had an av practical test la. in the specs and oh man. out of lyk 11 ppl, two nv fail! i failed! and i am specs ic somemore. so embarrassin. abit not funni la. i went to on the air con and then mel say who ones to test first and all of them went out, leavin me behind! sobsob. and i haven even put on my shoe! but at least i passed stage one la! had to clean the hydrants! and haha, they become my baby! flo, marti, clarabelle and i were so overprotective over them la! had to clean out 100m of them la! winnie was feedin us potato chips cos our hands were so contaminated! my hands were orange la, due to tat lousy cheapskate cloth! haf to stay back tomorrow for rehearsal! i swear tat it is takin up my social life la! so tiring and haf loads of hw! sigh. i wonder how others, esp jiin cope wif it la!

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new template. . . i love it la! find it nicer and less pink than my other one. . .
physics suck la. going to fail. all tat stupid t.k's fault la. teach also nv teach properly. i was lookin at the ray diagrams going wad on earth is this shit la. man. all the lenses one i lyk dunno how to do la. . . idiot. had a fire drill today. was kind of strollin, but at least, get to skip english abit. . . it was so borin. . . maths was ok la, although me and karina were lyk wreckin our brains over the questions and tat guy sittin next to hui chi is bloody smart la. . . and today his bdae, so sing him a bdae song. so coincidental. . .

chinese had no lessons. was buggin daph the whole time. . . and my eyes were painful cos there was something tat went into my contacts and i looked as though i cried. had house meetin today. juz realised tat got alot of av gals and ppl i noe in yellow house la. . . and my fave junior! god i am so bias. . .

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juz had reunion dinner. so full. . .

went out wif jiin, flo and rach today after the chinese new year celebration. . . was very tired. the celebration was so hectic la and the weather was so hot!!! but over all, ok la. . . met jiin at douby ghaut and went to plaza sing! was huggin her not stop when saw her. miss her so much la. . . went to a music shop and i saw phantom of the opera piano book!!!but then didnt haf enuff money to buy. . . sobsob. . . met rach's fren sherman there. . . then he kind of lyk tagged along. . . can't say tat i lyked him much in the beginning cos he abit sarcarstic but then, wad to do. . . rach's fren wad. . . but in the end. . . ok la cos he is lame. . . was walkin around. wanted to watch movie but could not decide wad to watch. then when decided wad to watch. ticket sold out. so bo pian. walked around. . . but fun la. . . went to yoshinoya for lunch. first time eat there. very nice!

then went to take neos. . . the bloody machine nearly ate our money la, lucky called the person to help us get it out. then while he was fixin it, jiin was tokin about a story about narcisus. . . tink it was tat sherman tat sparked the story. mayb he is egoistic or wad. not sure cos i went to call the person. so anyway, she was tellin the story tat even the person fixin it was listenin wad. bahs. sherman was hidin in a corner, say he wanted to see us act cute. wadeva. then he not abit extra, got one pic, haf his hand stickin out la. was walkin around in action city. i lyk the thing tat looked lyk turtle but not fully a turtle. dunno wad is tat called. very cute!!! then split up. rach and sherman stayed in plaza sing, while jiin, flo and i went to orchard. went to send flo to dentist then after tat came back. lol. lucky i and jiin stay quite near each other. same bus!!!

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went to school cao early today. . . and i am not tokin to either of my parents. they very wad la. my sis yesterday high fever and call both of their hps so many times and nv answer. in the end, my aunt had to bring my sis to the doctor la. and i was so pissed off wif them tat i send them a sms tellin them not to come back anymore. in the end, mi dad finally came back and then fetch us from the doctor. was glarin at him throughout la. was plannin to walk to school today but he woke up and fetch me. wadeva. so freakin pissed off la. mi sis got mc for two days and her fever is going up and down. . . very worried. . .

daph teh also nv go to school. tat idiot sprained her ankle la. donkey. . . lessons was ok la. . . english as usual i and karina was stoning away. . . history was ok la and today is edwin ho's last lesson. he is ok la for a teacher, beta than tat t.k. tat reminds me . . . tat means today's is also t.k's day!!! hurray!!! the interview was ok la. . . questions most were wadeva daph say and came out the canteen question!!! haha. . . end up sayin tat i dun eat in canteen at all cos of food poisoning last time. cannot trust the food liao. . . wang jian actually taught today la!!! was hurriedly copying down the notes before it is gone. the precious notes and the onli notes of chinese i haf so far. . . went back wif marti. . . was stoppin by j and b??? dunno how to spell la. . . tomorrow haf to go to school very early! 0630 to set up equipment. . . lol. . . so bo liao and i dun even noe wad to wear la. . . urgh. . . but then! going out wif jiin, flo and rach tomorrow!!! finally can see jiin!!!

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dotz. . . mi sis wrote me a testi and said tat i pretended to b sick to skip geog test. . . hello? is there a problem wif her. . . lolz. . . i am feelin so ill now wif all the snifflin and coughin and she should noe tat i onli sleepin in the afternoon when i am sick. . . lolz and skippin geo test is not good cos i would haf a stupid mc marks on my test slip and it is not pretty. . . dotz. . . going to suan her, she is so dead.

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i am feelin worse than before. stupid flu. i tink tat most ppl on duty this week haf flu. winnie, jiahui and me all down. . . wif the exception of clarabelle and reen i tink. . . lol. i tink i wrote the post yesterday when i was in a groggy state of mind. . . or mayb after my sis woke me up when i was sleepin so peacefully. . . i was sleepin and then oh shoot. . . she came back from school and from then on, i didn't haf a peaceful sleep. i was still half asleep when i asked her if she passed the reply slips to daph and she was lyk, i pass them to flo and tat was when i realli woke up and started screamin at her. . . lol. cannot ask her to do things properly. . . medicine makes me very sleepy. . . my voice sounds weird now. . .

daph and jo came over yesterday to pass hw and teach me maths. . . and my brain was half dead. the interview postponed to next mon, thank god. . . but provided i am well next monday and do no sound funni. . . mi sis is at her frenz house so haf peace at last. . . or else, cannot sleep or rest in peace if she is here. . . her presence is always known. . .

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i am down wif flu. . . didn't go to school today cos i was snifflin and sneezing the whole day yesterday and i sound as though i sleep in ice water everyday. . . missed geog test today, karina said tat it was hard. . . feelin guilty about skippin test now but who cares, i am down wif flu and i feel lyk already. oh shits. haf monitor interview today and i am not in school. somemore, there is chinese new year rehearsal. . . shit la. . . feelin all stress out already. always nearin festive seasons then i sick. . .

sick of stress
sick of work
sick of being me
sick of biasness
sick of my life
i am sick
get out. . .

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